I remember a close friend of mine worrying that in marrying for love he felt his powers of logic were clouded. Should he wait until, in effect, he wasn’t so much in love anymore? “There is a tide in the affairs of men,” I almost found myself shouting out loud. Letting that dramatic Shakespearean inclination sweep by, I found and equally dramatic part of me, far from within my own married state, wanting to cry out, “Why would anyone in his right mind logically choose to marry?” In effect, both partners must suffer a kind of logical self-impairment to make the commitment. A marriage is creatively destructive of both partners’ cherished notions of themselves. Despite the initial hopes of perfection, what one partner wants will not occur; what the other partner wants will not occur. Both are left with the actual marriage: a radically new conversation that is built on the razed foundations of their former identities. 48
Whyte suggests that there are three key marriages in most lives: marriage in the normal sense, to another person; marriage to our work or employment; and marriage to our selves—the relationship and understanding we have of our own selves as individuals.
In the best case, these marriages are all relatively healthy, and they are integrated with one another. Deficits and struggles in one will inevitability bleed into the others and damage them. Attempts to wall them off from one another are bound to fail.
So, what’s his advice? How can we succeed in these three marriages, and build a good life? As far as I understand the book, it seems he’s advocating for a somewhat Buddhist approach to life.
We must accept that suffering is inherent in life, realize that suffering is caused by our attachments to our own preferences, and to change the situation we need to accept reality as it is, and realize that there’s something deeper in our experience than our preferences and anxieties.
In marriage with a person, we accept the person as they are in reality. We accept that both peoples’ preferences and visions for the marriage will not match what actually happens. We accept that the other person is not responsible for our other marriages to work and our selves.
In work, I’m not sure what his advice is exactly. We should find work that matches our interests and ability so we enjoy the work itself beyond the money or status or stability it might provide. Good work, if you can get it.
For the relationship with the self, it’s to notice your life. Notice your connection to things, and what moves and motivates you. To pay attention to what actually interests you, and to pursue that. To seek answers to questions that you in particular find interesting, not that are promoted or popular. To recognize that there’s more going that just the surface level of pain or questioning or anxiety, that there’s a way to travel through life enjoying things despite the guarantees of difficulty.
There are some great quotes from this book, thoughtful and thought-provoking, and beautifully written. I enjoyed the exploration of the ideas through biographical sketches. I feel the advice on traditional marriage seems to be the most actionable or straightforward (you must accept the person, not your idea of the person; you must accept the marriage, not your fantasy of the marriage; you, the other person, and the marriage will change, so get used to reapplying these rules).
For work and the self it doesn’t seem as easy to summarize, and it’s not a down-in-the-weeds career advice book.
Review
Idea Density – medium
Related Books ?
Recommend to others: Maybe for people planning to get married, or thinking of marriage generally?
Reread personally: No
Quotes
I remember a close friend of mine worrying that in marrying for love he felt his powers of logic were clouded. Should he wait until, in effect, he wasn’t so much in love anymore? “There is a tide in the affairs of men,” I almost found myself shouting out loud. Letting that dramatic Shakespearean inclination sweep by, I found and equally dramatic part of me, far from within my own married state, wanting to cry out, “Why would anyone in his right mind logically choose to marry?” In effect, both partners must suffer a kind of logical self-impairment to make the commitment. A marriage is creatively destructive of both partners’ cherished notions of themselves. Despite the initial hopes of perfection, what one partner wants will not occur; what the other partner wants will not occur. Both are left with the actual marriage: a radically new conversation that is built on the razed foundations of their former identities. 48
To feel abandoned is to deny the intimacy of your surroundings. Surely, even you, at times, have felt the grand array; the swelling presence, and the chorus, crowding out your solo voice.
From his poem Everything Is Waiting For You, 72
What was strange about it was that I realized it wasn’t my own question and it didn’t belong in there; it was someone else’s question that I had taken on, thinking it was important to me because it had been important to others. The question was “Is there one God, or are there many gods?” “People have been killing one another for centuries over this one,” I said to myself. It was a supposedly important question that I was just discovering in the poem, but it was not in the least bit important to me, at least in the way it was asked. 87
To take on someone else’s conversational style and to keep repeating other people’s questions as if they were our own is to exhaust ourselves. It doesn’t matter if it is the thoughts of Socrates or Sunsan Sontag. Read and admire, but then go back to first principles and ask the question yourself, in your own way. 89
Stevenson’s courage lies in the specific recognition of a specific woman in a specific place with no other life than her own, children and all. 176
Since one of the core competencies of human beings, beside constantly worrying, is giving unasked-for advice to others, each of us on the threshold of commitment is surrounded by a swirl of warnings, advice and rules to follow around the public act of marrying. 183
Only those who put more energy into self-pity than into paying attention are truly marooned. 191
There is nothing personal about death taking us away; it is simply the ebb and flow of a tide beyond human understanding. 196
To feel a joy in life is also to know it is fleeting and will pass beyond our grasp. 196
[he] had no idea how much his defensive posture reinforced his notions of the world, what he had driven off or what had not even come out of hiding to be driven off in the first place. … How man other possibilities in life had hidden or run the other way at his appearance? To him the world constantly withheld itself from him and that was another piece of evidence pointing to the equally awful way the world was made. 223
Once we have renounced the need to live without suffering, to be special, to be exempt from the losses and doubts that have afflicted all people since the beginning of time, we can see the difficulties of others without being afraid ourselves. Our fearful, disappointed surface face starts to fall away. We can welcome other people into our lives because no matter their fears, they do not make us afraid. Suffering is the natural cyclical visitation that comes from being alive. 234
There is no way of living without anxiety, but there is a way of holding ourselves that is larger than any particular worry and allows our constant sense that something is wrong to fall into a natural hierarchy of experience. 234
We know we have the right vocation and are happily married to a work when we get a song in our hearts simply from doing the work itself, as much as from its rewards and its fruits. 287
My refusal to follow my vocation to please my spouse will only result in my demanding of her, at emotional gunpoint, all the qualities I cannot garner myself through my work. She will only be imprisoned by my frustrations and the very sacrifices she may have asked me to make. The refusal to participate fully in any of the three marriages, to make them overt and speakable, causes endless friction in a relationship. 315
I may have put all of my eggs in this basket of relationship because I am actually afraid of asking about the greater dimensions of my work or afraid of getting to know myself in a more honest and intimate way. It can be much easier to ask someone else to give these commodities to me and then punish the person in large and small ways when I see that they have not been delivered to my door. 317